Husna Athlon feels BITTER HEART , Husna Athlon is Speechless.

BITTER HEART !! Urrghhh !
Ya, it's me . That's what I feel . Right now .
Nowadays , i'm becoming a speechless person .
Specchless only when it comes to both topics .

I am speechless to the first topic because I do not know the outcome that will happen .
I am speechless to the second topic because I do not what is exactly happening .

The first topic , looks like I can see the light . Eventhough it's still blur .
The second one , Gosh !! So blur ! As i can't see anything !
Both are really crack my head and blow me out!

My brain works very hard at the moment .
I keep thinking, thinking and thinking .
What should I do huh ?
Waiting ? 
She said : " ______ just needs more attention . "
Ok . I got this .
Thank you for informing me .

Bitter heart , bitter heart tries to keep it all inside ,
Bitter heart , bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide ,
Bitter heart , my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile ,
Bitter heart , 
Bitter heart of mine , of mine , of mine , of mine , of mine , of mine...

Note Fellalicious 1 :
Heart 1 says = Don't be like this !! (angry face)
Heart 2 says = Be patient . (angel face)

Note Fellalicious 2 :
Saya tak ada tempat nak mengadu ... =(